I Just Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble

T, I quoted this to you the other night so here is a name to match the quote. I like this song because it's sweet and just a little bit bouncy.  The quote also helps :P"You'll make me work, so we can work, to work it out."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X361HzXTVt0

Thought of the Day

If your body was a bush in a forest surrounded by other bushes how do you expect to let God's word get to you?  If God's word was leaves falling from the trees above you, it would not come into you by chance. You would have to leave your heart open for it to be settled into you. Just as birds bring the leaves and twigs into the center of a bush to make a nest, a place for truth and good things to grow. God's word needs to have a permanent nest inside of you where it's truth can grow and show other people God's glory through you.

Coming Home -Diddy- Dirty Money ft. Skylar Grey

This song is one of my few rap songs that I like. But I love Skylar's part in it and the meaning behind it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89NcOHdV6CI
"Tell the world that I'm coming home and let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday. I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes. I'm coming home, I'm coming home"
"It's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy, drove me away and then embraced me, forgave me for all my shortcomings."

Viva La Vida -Coldplay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FltTXtt0Beg&feature=fvsrI like this song for the lyrics and for the instrumental. It's just nice. Enjoy :)

If You Seek Amy -Britney Spears

Sassy and carefree. Exactly what I needed today! This song has two sides you can hear so.... Im going with the titled one for this post.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5Z--la7E9A
"Love me hate me, say what you want about me"

N,

I loved you. I cared for you. I never told you that you were too big and that to make me happy you needed to lose weight! So please stop talking to me about how much better she is. Please? You're messing me up! You left me for her I get it. But do we have to drag this out?

SillY KITTY

My cat is really determined to make it as difficult as possible to type. She is sleeping on half of the keyboard (including Caps lock that's Why the title is messed up). She refuses to move and when I try to she pushes keys down with her head. I am currently having to slide my fingers Under her and search for the keys I want. THe only reason this is worth typing is because I wanted you guys to know how cute she looks!!! And now that I'm done she moves :P Of course

ML Part 2,

If I didn't know any better I would assume that you frequent my blog because today you made my day so much better. Readers, I had an awful day today. Driving is not going to be an action I will enjoy may I tell you. To make it worse, a fellow student made fun of me with me right behind him today. And ML, you were with them. When I confronted you though, you confirmed why I like you. You have a genuine caring for people. Who would have imagined?! I think maybe I can try and be your friend now that I've seen that side of you. Who knows what the future will hold! (Hopefully no car crashes!)
 Here, I digress:Also, I had to clean outside with my hands in a bucket of water today in a lightning storm! I was terrified. I almost got electrocuted! Oh well, I lived :)

ML,

So I saw you today hanging out with your boyfriend. For some reason you got this really awful look on your face when you saw me :P I don't know what I did to offend you honestly. If anything you're the one who has been less than pleasant to me. I like you though. I understand why you act like you do most of the time, with the exception of your attitude towards me. I really wish we could be friends even though we aren't from the same social group. I thought maybe we could be since you started initiating conversation. Maybe I was wrong, but regardless I hope you are happy :) Hopefully life treats you nicely. I'd help you in math if you asked.

Rumor Has It -Adele

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0fdL1dpdPk
Cool song. I heard it on The Voice last night and I really like it. Adele has lots of talent and she knows how to use it! After listening to the girl who sang it on the show I hope she goes far. She sang it with lots of skill. Anyway, I hope you enjoy!

Who can listen?

Having a kitty snuggle into your tummy is a nice feeling. The only thing that could make it better would probably be if my kitty could listen. But I doubt that she can. I wish she could and sometimes she acts like she can, but really I'm sure she just hears the intonation in my voice and reads my body language. But some people don't even listen to me! So I'm probably just as well off snuggled with her :)

Fool Like Me

A song by Cobra Starship. I like the video a lot. It's lyrics but it's fun. Watch it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80pqlromyvE&feature=g-vrec&context=G27e90c3RVAAAAAAAAAg
The song is kinda playful and silly for Cobra Starship but I like it. I hope you guys do too :)

Famous Last Words -My Chemical Romance

Here I am this snowy Monday morning in my sleep clothes searching for music. Since when do I search for music? I usually just hear something and fall in love with it! But alas, here I am on the prowl... Ah here we go! My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzLKMtY04lE&feature=g-vrec&context=G27e90c3RVAAAAAAAAAg\
Heavy but I like it. It has a good beat.
"I'm not afraid not keep on living"
"Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven"

Hello

This song is revved up from the very start. I like it as a pumped-up, fun song. It's sassy cute and to the point :)
"You're alright, but I'm here darling to enjoy the party"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMINnQNpcnc
Very interesting artists also...

Disrespectful

Dear Disrespectful,
Yelling won't help you get listened to. Here I am typing and you are screaming and all you are achieving is raising my heart rate and making me upset. I don't respect you for your loud voice and your violent mannerisms. I would prefer you kept to yourself and started a blog or something :P

Emily

Emily,
The look in your daddy's eyes when he talks about you amazes me.  He loves you so much sweetie. There's more love for you in him than I think there is in my parents combined. He's hurting, Emily. He misses you and your mom. Maybe he didn't say that to me exactly, but I can tell. I know that I put on a happy face and now I know that he does too. But we need to help him. He can't always have a hurt and sadness in him. I don't know why it hurt me so bad to know about everything. I think it was because I knew that he would say he isn't okay. I hope that you and your mommy could help me make him better. I believe that God had a reason and whether or not my knowledge of it is the main reason , I know that helping him and talking about you can make me better. Emily, give me faith that God can heal and that I can be as loved as you are.

A song I'd like to pair with this is Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne. It's a sweet song and I hope when you hear it you can remember your love for someone you've lost. Love and let go

Discouraged

I make earrings as a hobby and also to earn money. Today my mom told me that I wasnt selling any so I shouldn't even bother getting more supplies. I am really disappointed because I can't sell anything because she won't let me go to booths and no one asks me to buy any lately. I wish she hadn't have said something so rude whenever it's partially her fault that I can't sell anymore. I hope they start selling more so that I can keep up my hobby!

Only Hope -Secondhand Serenade

I like the artist as my avid readers will already know. This song is slow and sweet and my favorite quote is "I can't bear to sleep here tonight without you." Because my only hope isn't here right now and I wish he was. (Scary noises upstairs! Eek!)
I've had a pretty good music day today. I sang in front of LIVE people (!) today :P Not well since I have a stuffy nose, but regardless. It's the day before Valentine's day here in the United States and I am apparently getting something unconventional tomorrow as a gift. Your guess is as good as mine because I am clueless. I'm also pretty sure he over spent on me! Because he is so silly!!! I hope everyone enjoys whatever they are doing tomorrow and has an awesomely sweet day!May your only hope be spending tomorrow with you. Smile a little! You shouldn't let love see you frowning ;)
<3

Devious things

The things that bring you to your knees.
The things that make you cry.
the ones that make you wish
you hadn't said it to him,
at least not tonight.
The things that make you wish he was better,
pray that he can be.
The things that make you ask
How is she better than me?
These stupid things that break you down,
that tear you up into shreds.
Make them go away tonight
as I lie here in my bed.
"I'm sorry" wasn't good enough tonight
to get her out of his head.
So to my misery he may be led
by my hand and no other.
Guilty am I.
As I think it, I shudder.
Alone, I suppose, I can never again be.
I can no longer seek happiness only for me.
Please take away his misery,
It is no good to me.

Remember the Name/Where'd you go? -Fort Minor

Remember the name: Very good beat. It's a little heavy, but I like it. Fort Minor is a great group that I have loved for a while ever since I first heard them so double exposure was totally necessary :Phttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5YJfPBqPNE&ob=av2n
Where'd you go: It's a kind of bitter melancholy song but I like the girl voice exerts and the fact that he sings it like he's going to be okay and he's going to keep going anyway. he just wants to know why she had to leave.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTbZeTaEn0I
"And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little ------ up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing 'Where'd you go?'"

I Wanna Dance With Somebody - Whitney Houston

I woke up this morning and turned on my television to VH1. It was playing Whitney Houston music and I found that I really liked her song I Wanna Dance With Somebody. I just found out that she died recently too! So in recognition of that I hope you guys will listen to her music these next few days so that you can appreciate her life. I am not going to post a link so that you guys will research her and maybe find some other songs you may like.

Beautiful Disaster -Kelly Clarkson

Beautiful song I love it for the lyrics and the music. On her Breakaway album it is played live whicxh is also very good. I love singing to this song :) I'll spare you guys the torture though :P
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's a damned as he seems
More Heaven than a heart could hold
-And if I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
Just ain't right
Just ain't right
-Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
-He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
-Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
-I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waiting so long
-He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the ends he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
-Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

China Town?

Coincidentally as I was eating my Chinese pudding (to any one who has never had it it is NOT pudding. Its more like Jello. Better even vegetarian wise because it uses seaweed extract instead of gelatin) Cupcake Wars came on. Oddly enough it was a Chinese New Year episode. I feel like I'm back in China Town!

Finishing Jane Eyre

I'm getting closer and closer to finishing Jane Eyre, my latest book of choice. So far I'm liking how it's turned out: Boy meets girl, boy intends to marry her, then (twist!) he decides he would rather marry the girl that better suits him that's been there all along. What I like the most though is Jane's attitude to him before their wedding. She just plays it off nicely and tells him that in six months time he very well may not even love her anymore. She is someone worth listening to for sure. She has such a power, and occasionally a venom, in her words it's beautiful :) Only 200 more pages left for me :P Not sure what's going to happen in them though. My next post on this subject will probably be me frantically typing because I'm astounded with what I read

Long Time No See

I am so grateful to have this as a way to communicate. After some recent computer issues, coming back to find 22 (!) views in the past week (!) amazed me. I almost cried. I am so happy that I have people who give some of their time to listen to me. For so long I felt like I didnt matter, now I know even if I don't I atleast had people who I may have affected some how! So THANK YOU sooo much. I can't explain to you how much this means to me. For people to actually hear my voice means so much to me.
Speaking of voices :) I am watching The Voice and I am so proud of these people for letting their voice be heard. They are such amazing people with such amazing dreams. I can't even imagine that I could have dreams that big someday, but I hope every one of you reading this has your dreams come true. You know what it means to listen, and with that you can do anything :) Even steal my heart <3 Thanks again guys
Also, on the fourth I had 13 views. Within an HOUR. If you want to tell me about your favorite post that you read recently or why you came back to this blog to JUST LISTEN. Talk to me! Post a comment! I want to listen to you in return for all the happiness you guys just provided me. Im still smiling :)

Should've said No -Taylor Swift

J, this should have been sung about me. This is as close to an apology as you have let me give. But I am sorry. I just hope you listen.

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
-You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
-You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
-You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
-I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...
No... no no no...
-You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

Breaking the Habit -Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
-You all assume I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
-I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
-I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean
-I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
-Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
-I hurt much more Than anytime before
I had no options left again
-I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
-I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean
-I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
-I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
-I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean
-I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Slice Of Love

Set to ponder what’s important,
What’s an essential part of life
After a day like today the answer is clear.
Sitting with you, your face sincere.
Only one slice could ever surpass it.
That slice being the one that holds firm through the tests.
The slice that shows we’re past all the rest.
The slice that shows after the best day,
When the storm clouds come rolling in,
It can hold up our heads, our hands clenched tight.
The storm cannot hurt us with love protecting.
Our hands held high above our heads
we walk away victorious.
The slice I cherish pulled us through.
The slice I have because of you.
One that sustains us and keeps us whole.
The slice that can save us from the deepest cold.
The slice that exists only when the love between us persists.