How do you save someone who can't save their self? When you know it isn't what they need, and they know it isn't what they need, but neither of you can stop it. I want to help so bad, but it isn't my own problem and I can't get in his head to help kill the urge. I wish I could but its no use. I'm always jumpy now when he has a guilty face. I look at it and wonder if he broke down, but I'm hoping he didnt. I wish I could be with him all the time so he never had to rely on his own faulty judgement. The fact that I can't is something I can't change and I have to accept that. I hope he finds the love for himself in his heart that helps him beat this without feeling every step away as a rip from his mind.
If you read this, I'm sorry but I can't talk to you about yourself like this. I hope reading this encourages you to try harder and doesn't make you sad. I want you to get better for your own sake. <3
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