TJ,

First of all, Tigerlily sends her regards (by pulling a Miss Mae on me may I add). Sweetie you mean so much to me. I'm posting this on the hope that you'll find it on your own. You might not though. But you can't be scared anymore. When you're scared I know you're thinking of doing something drastic, so I think of something more drastic to stop you. It's a vicious cycle that we don't need to go through anymore. I'll do anything to weaken the blow to you next time the worst comes. But I need you to know that you'll be okay. I'm not going to let any of hit you harder than I can manage to block. If I can weaken the blow I'll do all I can. Because you are my sunshine :) My Only Sunshine