I Hate Myself For Losing You -Kelly Clarkson

This is about my mood today. Only gets better with time right?
I woke up today Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today
And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
-I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
-You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me Inside, and
Now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness Of living without you
And, oh I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
-I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
-I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
-I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you