Friendship in Paradise

I think that's what my friends feel like we have. Its just beautiful and happy and functional. NOT. I feel like society's little black duckling because I'm never content with what other people find to be suitable. For instance, the movie my friends are currently watching (Notice that I am not watching this movie as well, that plays a key part here) is a really cool movie that looked pretty interesting.  So when asked if I wanted to watch it I said yes. No further information was given at this point and I didn't expect any. Then today I find out as I am eating with them that they are going tonight. In case you were wondering, I never was told it would be tonight. So naturally once I catch on to tonight's plan I stop talking and keep to myself for the second time today (The first is irrelevant but it also has to do with my disfunctional friendship). I prefer to wait until I can blog it, because I know that everyone around me has given up on listening to me and also given up on reading this. So you, dear, sweet, important readers, are my little ray of light in the literal and figurative cloudy day. I appreciate that a lot. Maybe I'm acting crazy, like they usually say I am, and seeing things that aren't there. Regardless, thanks for listening.