Emily

Emily,
The look in your daddy's eyes when he talks about you amazes me.  He loves you so much sweetie. There's more love for you in him than I think there is in my parents combined. He's hurting, Emily. He misses you and your mom. Maybe he didn't say that to me exactly, but I can tell. I know that I put on a happy face and now I know that he does too. But we need to help him. He can't always have a hurt and sadness in him. I don't know why it hurt me so bad to know about everything. I think it was because I knew that he would say he isn't okay. I hope that you and your mommy could help me make him better. I believe that God had a reason and whether or not my knowledge of it is the main reason , I know that helping him and talking about you can make me better. Emily, give me faith that God can heal and that I can be as loved as you are.

A song I'd like to pair with this is Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne. It's a sweet song and I hope when you hear it you can remember your love for someone you've lost. Love and let go